so i've been on devart for months now, and have not submitted anything. my excuse for the art is i've got no scanner and my camera's broken, but i really should put a journal up. so i got one of these online quiz thingies

-DESCRIBE/TELL-

[three words that sum you up]: reserved, dreamer, spontaneous
[jewellry worn daily]: silver bracelets, beaded necklaces
[wallet]: blue mambo one which i've had since grade six
[coffee]: strong latte no sugar
[shoes]: boots. there's a pair in brunswick st that i'm saving up for
[cologne/perfume]: amor amor by cacharel. it smells like france mmm.
[clothing you have on]: pj pants + blue singlet top i got in new caledonia

—MIXED QUESTIONS—

[wishing]: i wish i was finished with school. i wish i was travelling through tiny south american villages like a gypsy. speaking in spanish, riding on llamas and drinking spicy hot chocolates looking down on the rest of the whole wide world beneath me.
[after this]: whoever invented 'holiday homework' is ruining my social life. grr.
[talking to]: my bro.
[eating]: i think i'll heat up some pasta in a minute
[fetishes]: boys with accents. mmm....
[some favorite movies]: i love french movies. especially the dinner game, the spanish apartment and amelie. apart from that usually the last movie i saw becomes my favourite. last night i watched 'dial m for murder'. they'd added colour to it and it was really disconcerting. good movie though.
something you're looking forward to]: MY EIGHTEENTH!! 6 august everyone, put it in your diaries...
[last thing you ate]: timtam
[something you’re afraid of]: making an ass of myself. it's a fairly regular occurence
[if you could have any animal as a pet] : a white lab puppy.
[cities you wouldn’t mind moving too]: my dream city is barcelona. not that i've ever been there, but the architecture is so crazy and there are pretty parks and beaches AND it's full of spanish boys, or so i hear.
[some favorite foods]: apples, watermelon, chocolate anything, creme caramel
[something -or someone- you wish you could understand better]: how do people get to be so stupid? i wish i knew what made people vote for the f***ers that are in the process of destroying our world.
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]: yes i do.

—DO YOU...—

[like candles]: they are hypnotic. if you watch the way the light reflects off the wax and dances in the wind it can be really calmong. however i don't like it when people go crazy and put them everywhere.
[like company]: well i don't think i would enjoy living entirely cut off from people, but generally i do enjoy being by myself.
[believe in soul mates]: don't know yet. i don't think so though
[believe in love at first sight]: no. you've got to give it time
[believe in forgiveness]: yes but you've got to be able to keep those things in perspective. i think there are some things shouldn't be forgiven.
[want to get married]: i want to find someone that i can spend the rest of my life with and not get bored or unhappy. marriage is inconsequential.
[want to have kids]: one day
[ever want to adopt kids]: yes i really would. kids need love and when they don't get it it makes me cry.

—IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...—

[cried]: no
[bought something]: no
[gotten sick]: no
[sang]: yep
[eaten]: yep
[been kissed]: no
[felt stupid]: nope. (unusual for me though)
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: no
[talked to an ex]: no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] : yes
[had a serious talk]: yes
[missed someone]: no
[hugged someone]: yes
[argued with a parent(s)]: yes
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] : yes...

-SOCIAL LIFE—

[boyfriend/girlfriend]: no
[hobbies]: exploring in the city, singing in the rain, wasting money, browsing dA, swinging on swings, taekwon do
[pager/cell]: i have a mobile phone
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: it depends on the company, but on average i am more on the wallflower side of things.
[car you drive]: i'm learning on a manual. i'm not really a car person though
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]: date with a friend? if it's a date with someone i don't know well enough to call a friend, then that would close to my idea of hell. i am terrible with people i'm not comfortable with.
[attend church]: no. although people seem to always drag me along with them to their church...
[like being around people]: yes. even when i'm 'by myself' i like to sit and watch strangers pass by and invent lives for them and i enjoy listening to peoples' conversations more than talking myself.

—PERSONAL—

[who is your role model]: people who do what they love and can fail without losing their spirit or giving up and care about people without caring what people think of them. people who fight for what they believe in but still take the time to laugh and enjoy life.
[pet peeves]: hardass teachers who make ridiculous deadlines, then don't hand your work back for months because they're 'busy'
[ever liked someone you can't be with]: yeah. it sucks.
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: i've wanted to get revenge on someone cos they hurt my friend. i don't think anyone's hurt me enough to warrant revenge.
[cried over the opposite sex]: as in cried over a guy? um i'm sure i have at some point.
[your favorite physical appearance]: tanned skin and strong hands
[are you happy with yourself]: could be happier. i'm not too bad i suppose.
[what plans do you have for the future] : it changes weekly. but they all seem to involve exotic locations and foreign languages.